I'm a 17 year old girl who's just graduated from high school. I've got tons of dreams- some are attainable and some are results of my (and my friends') overactive imaginations. For example, I wanna be a successful lawyer or a scriptwriter for movies....I'd also like to marry Joe Jonas.
Over the last month or so, I've had to say goodbye to some of my closest friends without knowing when I'll see them again, because they're off to college. It's been hard but I'm used to goodbyes. A few years ago I moved and I had to say bye to people I've known my whole life. That was one of the hardest things I've had to do so now goodbyes are something I know how to handle. I've lost touch with a lot of people I used to know and that has been sad- it feels like I've lost a part of myself, but it's also made me realize that the ones who I haven't lost touch with are the only ones who ever really mattered. However, I've made new friends that I love and I'm so happy to have met. Because of them, I believe I've become more myself since meeting them and not cared as much about what other people think of me.
This summer has been the definition of boring. I have been stuck at my mom's shop the whole. I've only hung with my friends a few times, but all these times have been really fun and memorable, even they were mostly also filled with goodbyes. I've had hilarious lunches and dinners, and long fun day at a friends' house with a big group of friends and conversations that made no sense, and a sleepover with a friend with the chance to just hang out together.
I can't wait for college and all the experiences I hope to have. I hope that one day, I'll be able to look back at this blog and be able to see how I used to be and how far I've come. To see if the things I love now will be very different from the things I'll love then; if I'm very different from how I'll be then. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.
